Chapter Six

And The Ass is Bitten

 

 

 

The sun was just coming over the horizon when Buffy arrived back at the loft and threw open the door. She was frantic to get out of Los Angeles. She couldn’t stay here.  With the connections Parker had in LA it was only a matter of time before he found her.

 

The door slammed against the wall as she opened it.  Stopping dead in her tracks she was abruptly reminded of something else.

 

“Faith.” She sneered as she looked at the brunette.

 

Faith jumped up from the couch and ran over to her, “Thank god you’re back B. Jesus you were gone for a long time, I was beginning to get worried.” 

 

Faith smiled at her, truly relieved to see Buffy back home. But her smile quickly faded as she saw the cold look the blonde gave her.

 

“Get out.” Buffy said as she walked around Faith and into her bedroom.

 

Faith looked at the straightness of Buffy’s back and the stiffness of her shoulders and knew that the shit had hit the fan.  She followed her into the bedroom, “Buffy please listen to me. I wanted to tell you. I should have told you. It was wrong of me not to and I apologize. I’m so sorry,.

 

But Buffy wasn’t listening to her.  The fear of running into Parker was stronger then anything else, “I don’t have time to listen to you Faith.  Okay, so just forget it, it doesn’t matter.”

 

After Buffy left Angel at the house all she could think about was her imminent reunion with Parker and it scared the hell out of her.  She was alone now.  Angel wouldn’t come to her rescue he hated her and never wanted to see her again.  That hurt so much that she was slowly on the verge of cracking. She couldn’t take anything else right now. The more she moved around the room and the more she thought about it, the more unhinged she became.

 

Faith watched as Buffy frantically ran around the room. She flew into the closet and yanked out a bag. Then she moved from draw to draw pulling clothes out and shoving them inside the bag, all the while babbling incoherently. 

 

“Not dead. How can that be?  I have to get out of here. I have to leave.”

 

Faith grabbed her by the shoulders and stopped her. “Buffy what the hell are you rambling about?” 

 

Buffy stopped and looked at her, her eyes were big and frantic and she spoke in a rush of words that Faith barely made out. “He’s alive.  Angel thinks I knew. But I didn’t I swear! I had no part in it. I just wanted to get out. I just wanted to live my life! He hates me. He thinks I lied to him. Have to leave. Have to leave before he finds me!”

 

Faith touched her wet cheek, cupping it gently in an attempt to calm her down. “Shhh…Buffy slow down.”

 

She steered her toward the bed and sat her down. She grabbed a tissue off the nightstand and started to wipe her face. “Now take deep breaths and tell me what happened.”

 

Buffy closed her eyes and took several deep breaths, trying to calm her fears. “Parker…he’s alive.”

 

“What?” Faith’s heart lurched understanding the significance of Buffy’s panic and what that meant.

 

“He’s alive and he’s coming for me. I have to go.” She went to get up but Faith pulled her back down on the bed.

 

“Buffy. Slow down and start at the beginning.”

 

“I went to Angel’s and I found a secret room and I…” her eyes suddenly looked at Faith and they hardened. “You knew!  You knew and you didn’t tell me!”

 

“I know Buffy I’m sorry. I wanted to tell you but Spike said it was better for Angel to. I was trying to talk some sense into his head but he wasn’t listening to me. I was going to tell you tonight I swear.”

 

Buffy looked at her, with sad eyes. In her heart she did forgive Faith because she probably would have done the same thing if the tables were turned and Angel asked her not to say anything. But it was still hard to grasp that someone she trusted didn’t share an important secret like this with her. “I trusted you Faith. You were my friend.” She cried and Faith’s own eyes welled up with tears.

 

Shh…Buffy I still am your friend. You’re my sister remember? What I did was wrong and I promise you that I will never ever keep secrets from you again.”

 

Buffy’s shoulders jerked as she started to cry harder.  She wasn’t mad at Faith. She loved Faith just like she loved Angel, and she couldn’t lose someone else she loved today. “It’s…okay. I understand. I can’t lose you too.”

 

Faith smiled at her, “Stop it B you’re not losing me!  We’re blood remember. We stay together.”

 

Buffy smiled slightly at her and nodded her head.

 

Faith smiled back, “Good. Now when we settle this Parker thing you can kick my ass. But first you’re going to tell me everything that Angel said.”

 

“He said that he knew about the scam.  That the last heist, the one at the museum that I told you about?” Faith shook her head, “went sour and that the cops were on to us. He thinks that we staged Parker’s death to throw the cops off. He thinks that I came here to wait for Parker!”

 

“What?” Faith’s temper was slowly starting to rise with every word that Buffy said.

 

“He said I was a whore.  He doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore!”

 

“Fucking bastard!” Faith hissed. She was going to kill him.

 

In a blink of an eye Buffy’s manner changed from hysterical to very quiet. When she looked back at Faith her eyes were clear and hard. She fleetingly wondered out loud, “maybe he never really loved me.” 

 

Even though Faith was ready to kill Angel, she knew that that was not true.  “No Buffy, that’s not true Angel does love you. You know how possessive he is. When he found out that you were married to Parker he just flipped. He’s not thinking clearly.”

 

“No Faith you didn’t see him.  He knows everything; Parker, what I did when I lived in New York, he’s pissed off. He didn’t even give me a chance to explain he just assumed the worst. ”

 

“So we’ll just sit him down and talk to him that’s all. He’s just shocked Buffy he’ll come around.”

 

Buffy shook her head, “no it’s over.  I can’t stay here Faith, I can’t waste any time. I have to leave LA.”

 

She went to rise but Faith pulled her back down.  “Buffy slow down, what did he say about Parker?  How does he know he’s coming for you?”

 

“He had a file on me. A fucking file Faith!  I don’t know where he got his information and I don’t care. All I know is that I have to leave!”  She jumped up and ran out of the bedroom with her bag and headed toward the door.

 

Faith ran after her. “Where are you going to go Buffy? You know as well I do if Parker wants to find you he will.”

 

“I don’t know. I just know that I can’t stay here. The club is yours Faith. I’ll call you when I find a safe place.”

 

She threw open the door but her feet didn’t move. Her hand clutched the doorknob and her heart stopped for the second time that day, as she stared into the dark eyes of her dead husband.

 

“Hi sweetheart long time no see.”

 

 

 

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When Angel didn’t return to the hotel after meeting The Mayor and still hadn’t shown up the next morning, the gang tried to call him.  When his cell phone just rang and rang Spike got worried. He told everyone to wait at the hotel while he quickly jumped on his bike and went everywhere he thought Angel might have gone.

 

He pulled into Angel’s driveway noting that there was no busted up Porsche sitting in the driveway, he parked and walked up to the door.

 

“Not locked. Not a good sign.”  Angel always locked his door and put on the alarm system.  He didn’t know what happened but he was going to be ready for anything. He pulled his gun out and opened the door.  Silently stepping inside he started to move through the house very slowly. 

 

After checking the first floor and finding nothing out of place he headed upstairs. The second he turned the corner and saw the demolished wall to the secret room, he cursed. 

 

Holstering his gun he walked inside. The room was in shambles; every piece of furniture was broken and dismantled. All the computer equipment was sizzling and smoking.  The walls were littered with holes the size of a man’s fists.  And Angel’s treasured cabinet that belonged to his father was smashed into tiny bits. 

 

“Shit.” 

 

Looking down he saw the papers all over the floor, squatting he picked them up and stared to read them.

 

His eyes widened with every word that he read. He couldn’t believe it. Buffy was a thief. Or at least she had been a thief, and a very good and respected thief to boot. 

 

He read over some of her jobs and he couldn’t help but whistle in awe. He remembered every single one of those jobs because his crew was supposed to do them.  But then someone else had beaten them to it. It was a known fact in their world that The Scourge of Europe was the best in the business, except for one thief that no one knew the name of.  Well now they did.

 

Spike could only imagine the buttons that information must have pushed in the egotistical Angel.  That was always a sore spot with him, the thought that there was someone out there just as good as he was or perhaps even better, and never knowing who it was.  Then to find out that it’s the love of your life!  The woman that had been sharing his bed - that must have been quite a blow.

 

His eyes crinkled with confusion, that information would not have been enough to cause this kind of damage, there must be something else in that file.  He kept rummaging through the papers until he found it. “Bullocks!”

 

He jumped up and out of the room and ran down the stairs.  Closing the front door he jumped on his bike and blasted out of the driveway.  He hoped that he made it to the Graveyard before the lummox did anything stupid.

 

 

 

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She couldn’t move. If she didn’t know any better she’d think she had been standing there with her hand on the door for three days. But it was only seconds.

 

Parker cunningly smiled seeing how flustered she was. It was exactly the response he was hoping for. He moved in closer and tenderly touched her face, bringing her closer to his. “No kiss for your loving husband?” He softly asked, just as his lips descended on hers.

 

Buffy still couldn’t move as she let him touch her face. She felt his lips on hers and her body responded as her stomach protested, churning restlessly with revulsion. Still she couldn’t move.

 

Faith on the other hand could. And she did.  She walked up to him and grabbing Buffy tore her away from him and stepped in between them. “Leave her alone. Get out.”

 

Parker’s smile faded and he glared at Faith. “Look honey, I don’t know who you are, but it’s not very nice to get in between a husband and his wife.”

 

Parker took a step inside and Faith pushed a quiet Buffy back as she stepped away from Parker. “No you look asshole, you’re dead and she’s not your wife anymore. So you can just take your bullshit and get out of here!”

 

Parker didn’t like that and he quickly backslapped Faith across the face.  She stumbled not expecting the blow and fell to her knees.

 

“Mind your own fucking business bitch!”

 

Buffy snapped out of her stupor to see Faith on the floor with blood trickling from her mouth and she stepped up to Parker.

 

“’Leave her alone!”  She started to pummel him in the chest with her fists, screaming at him that he was dead but Parker just laughed at her. He grabbed her hands and threw her off of him.  Buffy went over to help Faith up as Parker started to walk around the room.

 

“You’ve done real good for yourself sweetheart.  Nice place and a big club. Oh and I can’t forget all those explicit photos that I see everywhere.”

 

Sweetheart’, she shivered with repulsion at hearing that endearment off of his lips.  It was his favorite word to call her and she had forgotten how much she hated it. He had a distinct gift of making the word sound sincere and sweet, yet at the same time it was full of malevolence and manipulation.

 

He turned black eyes to her, “You know I’ll have to punish you for that later.  I mean no wife of mine is going to get away with whoring herself off to the world.”

 

All the bad memories that Buffy had pushed away came back with full force. All the times that he would belittle her, all the times he would ‘punish’ her for doing something that he didn’t like returned twofold, and she couldn’t contain the small cry of fear that escaped her lips.

 

Faith felt her fear and she squeezed her hand bringing her wild eyes up to hers. She shook her head, silently telling her that was not going to happen, and gave her all the strength that she had in her body to hold on.

 

Parker continued to walk around the room touching everything until he stopped at the picture on the table. It was of her and Angel, laughing together on the beach.  They were holding each other close and they were barely clothed. 

 

Parker picked it up and his scowl darkened. “Yes, you’ve been keeping very busy haven’t you?”

 

Seeing Parker pick up her favorite picture she snarled and ran at him, reaching for the picture. “Give that to me!”

 

But Parker was fast and he moved it out of her reach laughing as she tried to grab it. 

 

“Damn it Parker it’s mine!” She kept trying to grab it and Parker kept laughing in her face at her attempts.

 

“Why do you want it? It’s not like your ever going to see him again.  You’re a married woman Buffy doesn’t he know that? Don’t you know that!” he shouted at her.

 

“Give it to me!” She shouted again and this time he threw it at her in disgust.

 

“Fine have it.”

 

Buffy grabbed it and adoringly touched the photo as Parker avidly watched her.  He never saw her look the way she did in that moment.  It was clear that she loved the man in the photo because her eyes reflected nothing but pure raw emotion. She had never shown him sentiments like that.   The Buffy he knew had always been beautiful but she was always meek and submissive.  She always did what she was told without asking questions. It was one of the things he loved about her.  It made her so much more attractive.

 

But this, this was a different Buffy. He took a closer look at her and saw many things about her that he had never seen before.  Even though her face was wet from her tears and her eyes were red and swollen, she still looked more confident and stronger then he had ever seen her.  Her defiance toward him a moment ago was proof that he had been gone too long.  He had let her get too comfortable and too self-assured.  He needed to change that.

 

“That’s right sweetheart take a long hard look, because you’ll never see him again.”

 

His words reverberated throughout her and the desolation of losing Angel overrode her fear of Parker.  He was the reason that Angel hated her.  She roared with all the hopeless anger that was inside of her and she struck out at him punching him the face. “FUCK YOU!”

 

Parker’s head whipped back from the force of her blow and when he looked back at her there was shock in his eyes.  Right before they turned black with rage.  His hand shot out and he punched her back. “Bitch!”

 

His fist landed on her temple and she fell to the floor dropping the picture.  It was a hard hit; her vision blurred and there was a loud hum in her head as she teetered on the verge of blacking out.

 

The picture frame shattered everywhere and before she could grab the photo Parker picked it up and ripped it. “Say goodbye to your lover boy sweetheart, because you’re no one’s whore but mine!” He screamed, kicking her in the ribs as she crawled away from him.

 

“You bastard!” Faith screamed as she jumped on his back.

 

Parker struggled with Faith as she got him in a headlock and started to squeeze. Bending over, he flipped her over him and onto the floor. 

 

He kicked her once, “I don’t think I like the company you’ve been keeping these days sweetheart.”

 

He kicked her two more times in the stomach, “they’ve been teaching you bad habits.”

 

He sneered at Faith giving her one last kick.  Faith rolled into a fetal position to protect herself and Parker caught a glimpse of the tattoo on her back. 

 

“Ah what do we have here, a sister?” He pushed her chest down to the floor with his foot as he grabbed her jeans and lowered them revealing the tattoo and the top of her ass. 

 

His finger traced the familiar design and then skimmed lower between the cheeks of her ass.  Flattening his hand on one ripe globe he massaged it roughly. “Nice ass. Tight.  Just the way I like em’.”

 

His actions and words brought back unwanted memories, and Faith earnestly struggled against him as panic consumed her. “Don’t fucking touch me!” She sneered.

 

Parker laughed at her attempts to dislodge him and then he slapped her on the ass.  “Feisty.” 

 

He stood up straighter releasing her as his foot grinded deeper into her back. Relieve flooded through her the second his hand left her ass. Her fear disappeared and her temper returned.

 

Grabbing a fistful of hair he jerked her head back to look at him. “So Cleveland eh? You know I wonder if Luke knows you’re here. I bet he would be very interested in knowing how inhospitable you are to a fellow brother.” He sneered in her ear and Faith’s eyes bulged as her heart raced with trepidation.

 

Parker smiled evilly at her, seeing the anxiety enter her eyes.

 

“Leave her alone Parker!” Buffy shouted.

 

He turned around and Buffy punched him again in the face.  When she tried to do it again he grabbed her arm and backhanded her.  She went flying across the room landing on the table. The wood splintered and shattered everywhere. She struggled to get up and started to crawl on her hands and knees as blood dripped out of her mouth and nose.

 

Parker walked over to her and yanked her hair pulling her head up. “Disrespectful cunt!”

 

He leaned down and took a knife out of his pocket.  “I see you’ve been away from the family for too long Buffy, you’ve picked up a lot of unladylike habits.”

 

Putting it against her throat he sneered at her, “Well I’ll just have to correct that. You know, you are one ungrateful fucking whore. Adam always told me that but I always stuck up for you. I can see now that he was right.” He viciously yanked her head back and she screamed in pain.

 

“Parker please stop!” She cried.

 

 “All the shit that I’ve done for you and this is how you repay me? I should kill you now you fucking bitch!”

 

There was a click of a gun being cocked and then Parker felt cold steel against his head. “How bout’ I kill you instead, bitch.”

 

Faith looked up and saw Spike standing over Parker with a gun to his head. She had never before in her life been so happy to see him.  Even though she knew she had never seen this Spike before. 

 

He looked really pissed and extremely dangerous.  His face was murderous; his eyes were cold and empty, and the confidence level that he held the gun with was a little scary. She couldn’t have been more grateful in that moment that he did what he did.

 

She quickly jumped up and ran over to Buffy.  “B, are you alright?”

 

“Stand up you piece of shit.” Spike pushed the gun into Parker’s head and he slowly stood with his hands up in the air.

 

“Drop the knife.”

 

Parker dropped the knife and Faith quickly helped Buffy up and out of the way.

 

Parker turned around expecting to see the man in the photo. He was surprised when he saw a blonde instead. “Who are you? You’re not the guy in the photo.”

 

Spike snickered at him, “if I was, you wouldn’t be breathing right now. Move.” 

 

He moved Parker toward the door.

 

“You know she’s my wife, you’re interfering where you don’t belong.”

 

Spike laughed, “Yeah I have a nasty habit of doing that.”

 

His smile disappeared and his face changed to a mask of steel. “Now get out, turn around and don’t come back. Ever.”

 

Parker looked at the ice blue eyes and knew that he wasn’t dealing with a pansy.  Knowing that he wasn’t exactly in the position to intimidate he yielded.

 

He shook his head, smiling as he did, and put his arms down.  “No problem brother.”

 

“I’m not your brother.”

 

Parker smirked at him and then looked at Buffy.  She was a fucking mess, physically and mentally, a little bullying and she’ll be right back at his side.

 

“Buffy?”  He softly said.

 

Her eyes immediately were drawn to his. He smiled at her and it was warm and loving, she swallowed. “You know you belong with me sweetheart.  I love you. I need you.”

 

His eyes changed and Buffy knew that look all too well.  “You know where I’ll be. If you don’t come, I’ll come for you.  Don’t think you can run I’ll find you.”

 

With one last look at Faith, he turned to Spike. “I guess I’ll be seeing you later.”

 

Spike cruelly grinned, “I hope so.”

 

Parker turned and left, and Spike slammed the door shut. “Asshole.”

 

He turned around to see Faith cleaning up one very bloody Buffy.  He snarled angrily when he saw the blood on Faith’s lips. “I’m going to kill that fucking bastard.”

 

Faith turned angry eyes to Spike. “What the hell are you doing here?”

 

Spike was taken back by her anger; didn’t he just save the day? “Excuse me?  That’s a fine how-do-you-do after saving your asses!”

 

Faith ignored him and continued to clean Buffy’s face but Buffy pushed her away and sat down on the couch to catch her breath and her thoughts.

 

“Where the bloody hell is Angel?” Spike asked.

 

Faith turned on him with the full force of her resentment. “That’s a good question I’d like to know where that jerk is too, because I want to kick his ass!”

 

Spike walked up to her, “What’s your problem?  Angel’s not the one that hit her!”

 

She sneered at him, “Yes he did, right through the fucking heart!”

 

Spike had to calm down, he had to calm her down because he had no idea what was going and he didn’t want to make things worse. He lowered his voice, “What happened?”

 

Buffy heard them arguing but her eyes were on the torn up picture.  Parker was right; she would never see Angel again. He hated her. He had callously and easily pushed her aside.  He’d failed to even give her the benefit of the doubt. He’d just assumed that she had known what Parker did, and he had assumed the worse. You didn’t do that to someone you loved.  There was no place for her here anymore just like she had no life anymore.  It was over…everything was over.  The fiery walls of hell closed around her, once more suffocating her with their heat.  She could only do one thing.

 

Standing up, she grabbed her bag and walked to the door.  Faith saw her move from the corner of her eye and she took a step closer to her stop. “Buffy where are you going?”

 

Buffy turned around and looked at them.  “He’s right, Faith. I have to go to him. It’s where I belong.”

 

“No sweetie he’s full of shit. You don’t belong with him.”

 

“If I don’t things will only get worse.”

 

“Buffy please don’t do this. You’re not thinking clearly right now. We can get away from him. We’ll go together.”

 

“The hell you will!” Spike said not liking that idea one bit.

 

“No Faith. I have to.  It doesn’t matter anymore. Nothing does.”

 

She looked at Spike, “Thank you.” It looked like she wanted to say something else but she didn’t.  She turned and solemnly left the loft.

 

Faith went after her but was stopped by Spike. “Where the hell is she going and where the fuck do you think you’re going?”

 

“I can’t talk to you right now!” She threw is arm off and chased after Buffy leaving Spike standing there.

 

 

 

 

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He stood outside the door afraid to go inside.  His body actually shook as his hand reached for the knob. He didn’t want to see her, not now, not yet. But he had no choice.  He had left his watch on the nightstand and he needed that to get in touch with Uncle.  Well at least he did now that he’d destroyed the computers.

 

He took a deep breath, turned the knob and walked inside, hardening his heart to what he might find inside.

 

It was not what he expected.  The table was broken. Pieces of wood were scattered all over the living room.  It looked like there had been a wrestling match in the living room. His eyes darkened with unease as he noticed spots of blood that colored the rug.  What the fuck happened in here? 

 

He took another step and saw broken glass and as he walked closer to it, he noticed the torn photo. Knowing which photo it was he thought the worse and he scowled irritably.

 

“It wasn’t her.”

 

He stood up and turned to look at Spike.

 

“What happened?” he asked quietly.

 

“Parker that’s what happened.”

 

Angel tensed at hearing the name, as his eyes scanned over the blood on the rug. Horror gripped his heart with the thought that something happened to Buffy and he found that he couldn’t speak. He wanted too. But he was paralyzed.

 

Spike took a step further into the room. He had been waiting for Angel for hours. He figured that eventually he would see reason and come back here. 

 

If he heard Faith correctly, then Angel thought that Buffy was part of some plot to fake Parker’s death. And like Faith, Spike knew that was not the truth. Knowing Angel, he knew that she was also right when she said that he had just flipped out.

 

Spike watched him now and he saw the scared look on his face for a flash of a second but then it disappeared.

 

Angel walked out of the room and into the bedroom to grab his watch. He noticed the clothes haphazardly thrown all over the room. He noticed her personal items gone.  And he noted the absence of her overnight bag.

 

“Where the hell were you?” Spike asked as he walked inside the bedroom.

 

“I had to think.” Angel replied softly as he walked back out of the room and into the living room with Spike close on his heels.

 

“Okay. Well now that you got your shit together. Where should we start?”

 

Angel walked around the room picking up anything else that he saw was his. “Start? What are you talking about?”

 

Spike looked at him like he had lost his mind. “Start to look for them?”

 

“I’m not looking for her.”  He answered flatly.

 

Spike glared at him, “What the hell are you talking about! Of course you are!”

 

“No I’m not.”

 

Spike couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Angel was just giving up just like that!  Well he knew how to push his buttons. “Oh you’re not eh?”

 

Angel shook his head.

 

“Oh okay then, we’ll just let her go with Parker, her sweet and loving husband who was attentive enough to greet her with his fists.”

 

Angel stopped walking, his body tensing with growing antagonism as Spike continued to talk.

 

“But you know what really impressed me the most, when he was thoughtful enough to put a blade under her throat and threaten to kill her. That to me was truly the actions of a loving and gentle man.”  Spike said and Angel couldn’t control his snarl of rage.

 

His hands flexed as his wrath grew.  The image of a bloody Buffy with a knife to her throat ruthlessly tormented him and he shut his eyes trying to block them out.  She had betrayed him. She had made her choice.

 

He opened his eyes and turned to leave. “That’s not my problem.”

 

Spike shook his head with disbelief and he got pissed off.  He grabbed Angel’s arm, spinning him around.

 

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” he screamed at him. “You’re just going to turn a blind eye and let the woman you love walk away with a fucking lunatic!

 

Angel gritted his teeth, “She made her choice.”

 

Spike couldn’t believe what he was hearing.  “She made her choice!  Bloody hell you actually believe that she knew he was alive!”

 

Angel didn’t answer. He pulled his arm out of Spike’s grasp and tried to leave once again. 

 

Spike was completely stunned; the poof really had flipped his lid.  He grabbed him again. “Why don’t you open your fucking eyes brother and see what’s right in front of you!  Do you seriously think that Buffy knew he was alive?  Do you see the damage in this room? Does it look like a loving reunion to you? “

 

Angel couldn’t help but look at the room once more and he couldn’t control the fury that boiled to the surface.

 

“Do I need to go into details for you?  Do you want to know how great she looked scared out of her mind, blood coating her face and her devoted husband’s knife ready to slit her pretty little throat!”

 

“What do you want me to do Spike!  She’s married to him!” Angel screamed back.

 

“Oh okay so that settles everything then. I guess you don’t give a shit what happens to her anymore. I guess the thought of that slime ball sticking his cock inside of her doesn’t mean shit to you!”

 

Angel’s control snapped and he roared ferociously as he grabbed Spike by the neck and threw him up against the door.

 

“She’s not mine! Do you understand that? She was never mine!” He shouted at him.

 

Spike saw the anguish in his eyes and he understood where it was coming from.  But it didn’t matter. He was letting his pride take over and Spike knew he would regret it. 

 

“Angelus, are you so blinded by your pride that you can’t see the truth?”

 

He wrestled Angel’s hands away from him and pushed him back. “She LOVES YOU, you fucking poof!  I saw the look in her eyes when Parker was here, she was shocked and she was scared out of her bloody mind! She had no idea that he was still alive!”

 

Angel ran a hand through his hair.  He was confused. He wanted to believe it but everything was still to raw and his anger too great. The combination muddled his thoughts and his logic, confusing him even more.  He did what he always did when feeling completely overwhelmed by emotions he wasn’t used to feeling. He held on to his anger.

 

He pushed Spike back and looked at him with complete detachment. “She’s a good actress.” He walked out of the loft.

 

Spike was shocked by Angel’s dismissal and he kicked the door with his foot. 

 

It was up to him then. He knew what he had to do.  If the poof wanted to wallow in his stupid shattered male pride then let him. He knew that eventually Angel would come around. He loved and coveted Buffy too much to just let her go like that.

 

In the meantime, he had to find Faith and Buffy. 

 

 

 

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After much arguing Faith finally got Buffy to agree to go to Willy’s until she had a chance to rest and think things over.  There was no way in hell that Faith was letting Buffy go to that psycho in the frame of mind she was currently in.

 

It had been too much in too short a period of time. She was in shock and she was barely talking.  As Faith cleaned her bloody lip and nose up, she just sat there dumbly.  Faith was worried out of her mind and as a concerned Willy hovered at the door, she tried to think of her next move.

 

“Jesus Faith who did this?” Willy asked.

 

“Parker.”

 

Willy stood up straight, shocked, “Parker! But he’s dead!”

 

Faith snorted, “Apparently not.”

 

Seeing a traumatized Buffy just sitting there lifelessly struck a chord of distress in Willy. He had known Buffy since she was twelve years old and stepped inside her first bar…his bar, back in New York. He knew Parker and he knew Adam, shit he knew them all…too well.  She had been so young and vulnerable, so open and sweet that she had touched a tender spot in his heart. He had tried to look out for her and take care of her but the second she hooked up with Parker he wasn’t able to do a damn thing. He had sat back and watched as she was treated like she only existed for Parker. He had controlled every aspect of her live and Willy had glumly watched as the light of life slowly drained out of her eyes.

 

In fact, she was the reason he left New York.  He just couldn’t stand there and watch anymore. It was literally killing him. So he had packed up the bar and came here. 

 

When she showed up on his door step eight months later and told him what happened he had been so happy for her.  Finally she had a chance to live the life she deserved. He witnessed her transformation from an animated fragile girl into the beautiful strong woman that she was today.  And in the last eight months her beauty both in face and spirit glowed even more. Willy knew it was love that did that to a woman and nothing else. He had been thrilled that she had finally found someone that treated her the way she deserved.

 

Now that asshole was back and Willy wasn’t going to stand aside anymore and watch her fall into oblivion again.  He had no ties to the Brotherhood here. When he arrived in Los Angeles he allied himself with the Hells Angels knowing that in his line of business you needed protection from someone.  He choose them because he knew of the deep hatred that ran between the two clubs and something in the back of his mind told him that he would meet up with the Brotherhood some day. And that day had arrived.

 

“What can I do to help?” he eagerly asked.

 

Faith smiled at him. Willy might be a perv but underneath that he was a good decent man.  It was way she came here.  “How about a glass of water?”

 

“I’ll be right back.” He turned and left them, and Faith sat back and looked at Buffy who was staring straight ahead.

 

“Everything’s going to be okay B you’ll see.” 

 

Buffy didn’t answer her.

 

Willy ran back in and handed Faith a glass of water.

 

“Here B drink this.”

 

Buffy obediently opened her mouth and drank the water.

 

“Good girl.” Faith said handing the glass back to Willy.

 

She gently pushed Buffy down on the bed, putting her feet under the covers. Then she pulled them up and over her. “I want you to rest for a little while B. Okay. Just sleep. I’ll be outside. Don’t worry I’ll protect you.”

 

Buffy didn’t say anything she just kept staring out into space, seeing only the fires of hell – her future with Parker.

 

Faith pushed Willy out of the room and then locked it. 

 

Willy followed her as she headed out to the front of the bar. “Where’s that boyfriend of hers anyway?  Where the hell was he when she was getting the shit kicked out of her?”  he asked.

 

“That’s exactly what I’m going to find out. You keep her here Willy. Don’t let her leave and don’t let anyone take her. Call Bubba at the Graveyard and tell him to get his ass over here and to protect Buffy!”

 

She didn’t wait for an answer she flew out the door.

 

Her mission was simple – find Angel and kick some sense into his thick head.

 

 

 

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