Chapter
Eight – NC-17
God it was beautiful out
tonight, the sky was clear and the stars were twinkling so brightly it was
almost like it was just for me. The sound of the ocean was so soothing and as
I stood there looking over it I felt that everything was coming around to where
it should be, a full circle so to speak. My life had gone in so many
directions and yet I always ended up back here. Whether it was in my dreams or
in realty, it seemed like the most important moments in my life, the moments
that I had always locked away in my heart where held here at this very spot
waiting to shine again.
As I stood there thinking
all of these very un-Buffy-like Zen thoughts I got that wonderful tingly
sensation that started in the pit of my stomach and went all the way down to my
toes, and I just smiled.
**
I was walking down the
street looking at all the bungalows on the boardwalk when I stopped in front of
a house with the light on. I turned to look at it and in the window was one
black rose. I walked up to the door and peered inside the window there were
candles lit everywhere but I didn’t see anyone. I slowly opened the door and
walked in side.
It reeked like Buffy,
Vanilla and sunshine. I smirked. Ha I’ve found you baby. I walked into the
kitchen but there was no one there, then I turned and walked into the bedroom.
There was another black rose on the bed I picked it up and smelt it. A black
rose, why would she leave that, I mean Angelus had given her black roses I
didn’t. A wave of irrational jealously went through me, but then I realized what
she was saying. That she accepted both of us and then my heart was filled with
pride and love that a woman like that could still want me after everything my
demon had put her through.
I looked over and on the
nightstand was a bottle of champagne chilling in a bucket, some strawberries
and whip cream. I was smiling now from ear to ear three of my favorite things;
champagne, strawberries, and whip cream, now all I needed was the final
ingredient…Buffy. I looked around again but I didn’t see her, when I noticed
the patio door was opened; I walked over to it and looked out towards the ocean.
And then I saw her.
Silhouetted in the moonlight she was wearing a very shear sundress, thank god
for vampire night vision, that came up to her knees and she was just staring at
the stars like they held all the answers to her problems. My god was she
always this stunning? I don’t think I will ever get over how beautiful she
is. I took off my jacket, shoes and socks and started down the beach towards
my wife.
I walked right up behind her
she didn’t turn around but I know she knew that I was there. I slipped my arms
around her waist and she leaned against me she turned her head and with a
little smile on her face she looked at me and said “How did you find me here?”
and I answered the only way I could “If I was blind I would see you.” She
lifted her hand to my face and caressed my check. “Stay with me.” She said.
“Forever, that’s the whole point.”
Tears were glistening in her
eyes and a happy but sad smile was on her lips “You really were there.” “I
really was Baby.” Then our lips met and it was like a fire running through my
veins. Only this woman could ever make me feel like this. Like an untried
schoolboy burning with so much desire that it felt like I would explode.
I lifted my lips from hers
and looked deeply into her eyes trying to tell her how much she meant to me and
the depth of emotion that only she could make me feel. Then I leaned down and
swept her up into my arms and started to walk back to the bungalow.
I squealed with delight as
he lifted me up and cradled me in his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck
and started to nuzzle it. “Where are we going?” “ Well first I’m going to
take you back home, carry you over the threshold, like any proper husband
should do, then after some champagne and strawberries I’m going to tie you down
to the bed and thoroughly ravish you until you scream my name.” This evening
is looking very promising. “Mmmmm, don’t you want whip cream with your strawberries?”
I asked. He looked down at me and there was hunger written all over his face
“No actually I always preferred my whip cream with a touch of Buffy.”
Ok now I am seriously turned
on so I start to nibble on his earlobe because I know that drives him nuts
“Gods Buffy if you don’t stop that I’m never going to make it back to the
house.” I giggle and blow in his ear lightly. “Well that wouldn’t so bad
would it?” He’s walking faster now “Our first time since forever will not be
spent on the beach where any Larry, Moe or Curly can see you.” I’m still
blowing and nibbling “Oh pop culture reference, you have changed. “ “Yes my
quip skills have improved immensely.”
We finally reach the patio
and he looks down at me then we both turn and look inside at the same time. He
takes a step inside the door and with his other foot he closes it. “Handy
talent I hope that’s not your only one.” He smirks and throws me on the bed
and then reaches for his jacket. He takes something out of his pocket and stalks
over to me on the bed. I sit up Indian style and make room for him.
He sits down and reaches for
my hands. “Buffy I’m sorry I never told you about the rings it never meant
that it wasn’t what I felt, what I believed, in my head and in my heart to be
true. You are so much a part of me you always have been even when I was in
hell, you were with me and I was with you, nothing could keep us apart.”
He reaches down and takes
out my claddagh ring and slips it on my ring finger. “I found this when I came
back from hell, it was on the mansion floor, where you dropped it. I’ve kept
it all these years with the hope that one day I could give it back to you and
that you would wear it once again. I love you Buffy Anne Summers and there is
nothing that I want more in this world then to be with you once again. I want
to fight by your side and protect that which we both love. I want to be the
person that you can lean on and tell all your secrets to. I want to be the man
that you think of every night before you fall asleep and I want to hear my name
on your lips when you’re screaming with passion. It’s always been you Buffy,
no matter how many other woman there’ve been in my life, it’s always been you.”
Tears are now streaming down
my face and I look down at our entwined hands and notice that he’s wearing his
claddagh ring facing towards him. I reach up and cup his check “Angel, you
have always been those things to me. No man could ever replace you in my head
and in my heart. And even though I never knew what the rings meant, somewhere
deep down in my soul I always knew that we were one. The time that we spent
apart and even death could never erase you from me. I never want to be without
you again. I don’t want to deny our wants anymore. All I want is to be your
wife and live the rest of my days with you, by your side, as warriors, as
friends, and as lovers.”
“Buffy” then our lips met
and our tongues dueled for dominance. I let him lead, because let’s face it I
love it when he takes control. He is the epitome of male dominance and I want
nothing but to be dominated and possessed by him, my husband, my mate.
He lays me down on the bed
and starts to ravish my mouth with his. His tongue slowly moves over my lips
then his mouth starts to plunder my mouth, sucking on my tongue and bottom
lip. His hands start to wander from my face to my shoulders where his thumb
starts to draw slow circles on his mark.
“God Angel, it feels so
good, I need more, more.” Yes I am babbling now because this ecstasy I haven’t
felt since my 17th birthday. The way his hands move over my body
touching every part outside and inside. His kisses like a drug that I want no
need more of. His hands move to my breasts and he starts to caress them while
the other hand is moving up my leg, which is now wrapped around his waist. I
let my hands wander through his hair down his neck and back and I cup his ass
and squeeze it.
“Buffy.” I pull him closer
into me and I can feel his hard cock pressing into the place that needs his
attention the most. “Angel please, I can’t wait anymore, I’ve been waiting
forever. I want you inside me.”
Her words are like liquid
fire rolling down my body and into my soul. I wanted to make this moment last
but I don’t know if I can. Her body feels so good, so right. Her lips taste
so sweet and the breathy moans that come out of those beautiful lips makes me
harder than I think I’ve ever been.
“Don’t worry baby I will be
inside you, deep inside you” he whispers in my ear while his hand is inching
closer and closer to where I need him to be. “But I need some dessert first.”
And with that said he scoots his body down mine and starts to suck on my
nipples through my dress. But that’s not enough for me “I need to feel you
Angel.” He rips the front my dress and then his mouth is on my skin and it’s
like heaven. He starts to lick my nipple while his other hand is playing with
the other. Then he takes one in his teeth and gently bites down. “ANGEL.
Please baby.” He then moves lower and starts a trail down my stomach and
around my bellybutton. He goes to remove my underwear, but surprise for him
because I’m not wearing any.
“God Buffy be thankful I was
the one that found you.” “Only you…only you” I mindlessly say. He’s growling
now that possessive growl that makes me even wetter.
“God I have to taste you
it’s been so long.” He sits back and pushes my legs apart and he’s staring at
me like a starving man.
“So beautiful,” as his
finger starts to make small circles on my outer lips. My hips buck up to him
wanting more, needing more of his fingers on me, in me. “Angel” I whine “Yes
baby?” He’s going to do it he’s going to make me beg. Well I got no problem
with begging.
“Please Angel taste me.” He
moans and moves those lips closer.
I’m right where I want to be
getting closer to home, I can smell her scent her arousal, the purest most
intoxicating smell I have ever smelled. I want to go slow I plan on going slow
and arousing her till she’s begging for more but my slayer isn’t one with
patience. She grabs my head and pushes her wet pussy into my face “Now Angel,
suck my clit please lick me all over.” And I’m lost, I can’t hold back. I
push my face into her heat and start to devour her as she starts to scream my
name and raising her hips deeper into my face. Good thing I don’t need to
breath.
“Oh god, yes, more, harder,
yes” “You want more baby?” “Yes please” I put one finger inside her and start
to move, in and out in and out. “You want more?” “Yes more please Angel,
more.” I put another finger in and another and I’m pumping my fingers inside
her and licking her delicious juices up then I move in for the kill. I grab
her clit in my teeth and bite down. I can feel her inner walls clenching, then
her whole body tightens and she screams so loud that I’m sure the neighbors
hear. I look up because she is so beautiful when she’s in the midst of an
orgasm, a look I haven’t seen in forever.
I lost thought for a moment because
that was the most intense orgasm I had ever. And he hasn’t even been inside me
yet. I am lost forever in his gaze as he looks at me with such hunger in his
eyes. I can’t take anymore the need to have him inside me, so great.
I jump up and push him down
on his back and straddle his waist. I grab his face and kiss him so hard that
I draw blood. I pull back and lick the blood off my lips staring into his
golden eyes, begging him to take what is his always his.
I look at her sitting
astride me; her breasts free and rising in tune with her rapid heartbeat, the
sight of my blood on her lips and then her little pink tongue comes out and
licks the sweet nectar off, her eyes are begging me. And God help me, but I
can’t hold back anymore.
The demon wants her I can
feel him clawing at the surface my face shifts the ridges protrude on my
forehead my eyes already yellow. I have to possess her, have to make her mine
again, my mate, mine. I grab her shoulders and throw her on the bed and in one-shot
ram into her. I can’t stop now, the absolute possession of my woman to take
what is mine to wipe out all traces of other men that have touched her, been
inside her, heard her moans of pleasure; they’re only for me, only for me.
When his face shifted it was
beautiful. Strange I know coming from a vampire slayer, but he so beautiful in
any shape or form. Then he grabbed me and threw me down and plunged his hard
cock inside of me. It was pain it was pleasure it was, simply put, home.
“Mine only mine” he said
savagely has he pounds into me again and again “Yes Angel only yours, forever.”
It was coming I could feel
it I couldn’t hold out anymore but I wanted her to come with me. Then she
looked at me touched my face and bared her neck to me. “Please Angel, drink,
make me yours again” and without a second thought I dove into her neck and
plunged my fangs into her throat and she exploded screaming my name. The taste
of her blood mixed with her orgasm was so sweet, so sweet that it was too much and
I lifted my head and roared her name “BUFFY”.
As we rode out the rippling
orgasms we both achieved I felt spent, pleasantly numb. Oh déjà vu. But
that’s how it felt. The purest feeling of contentment, of love like nothing
I’ve ever experienced before. The knowledge that this was just the beginning
and not the end, made it even sweeter.
I opened my eyes to see him
staring into mine I lift my hand and caress his beautiful demon face. He moves
his check into my palm and nuzzles it like a cat being petted. He’s trying to
comfort me but God all it does is turn me on again. I could feel my juices
flowing again, his now semi-soft cock still inside me, getting hard again! I
clench my inner muscles down on his cock and squeeze with all my might.
He takes a deep breath his
face shifts back to his human face and a little moan escapes his lips “God your
incredible” he says to me all the love he feels for me pouring out into those
three little words.” “Only because of you” I tell him. He kisses my palm and
then grabs my hand and starts to lick it all over. Putting each digit in his
mouth licking and sucking on them and he looks at me again his eyes telling me
everything he’s going to do to me. And it’s like I didn’t just have the best
orgasm of my life, like it’s never enough. I want him so much all over again
it will never be enough.
“This time we take it nice
and slow” he says all sexy while still holding my hand and moving those lips
down my arm. “There’s so much I want to do to you.” KISS “I want to kiss and
lick every part of your body.” LICK “I want to feel you everywhere” and his
hands start to wander down my arm to my shoulder “hear every moan and sound
that comes out of these beautiful lips” he’s tracing my lips with this fingers
I stick my tongue out and grab his finger in my mouth and start to suck and
lick it, he moans “and I want to hear my name of your lips when you cum.” I’m
moaning now I am so turned on I don’t think I can take it nice and slow because
if this is Angel’s idea of nice and slow, he is slowly killing me.
“Angel, if you don’t shut
up, I don’t think I’ll be able to do nice and slow” He smirks “Baby nice and
slow is what is all about.” He sweetly whispers in my ear. His hands are
wandering lower now moving over my breasts but not actually touching them.
“The anticipation of what’s to come.” His hands are barely touching my breast
but they’re making butterfly light slow circles under them. “And then when it
finally does come” his fingers touch my nipples and I cry out “Angel”. “The
pleasure is so much more.”
Ok my body is on fire now,
and he shifts so his cock pulls out of me. I whimper at the loss and he just
chuckles. “Be patient my love” he whispers in my ear and then he’s nibbling on
my ear and he makes his way down to my neck, to his mark, our mark; the most
sensitive spot on my body. And he knows it because he’s working it now,
licking and taking little nibbles and then he sucks on it hard, really hard.
And he’s squeezing my nipples. I pull him closer to me “GOD ANGEL” And it was
earth shattering I came just from that, just from his mouth on his mark. “God
you’re amazing.” He says with wonder in his voice.
As I slowly come down from
that last orgasm, he’s still kneading my breasts tweaking my nipples and his
other hand is inching its way up and down my leg. And I just explode. With
lightening quick reflexes I push him on his back and straddle him. I have to
taste him I have to give him what he’s given me, pleasure immense pleasure.
“Nice and slow ah baby. I’ll give you nice and slow.”
I can’t believe she came
just from me sucking on my mark. And then when she pushed me over on my back
and straddled me I saw the evil look in her eyes and thought shit I’m in
trouble.
She then grabs my head and
starts to kiss me, her lips moving ever so slowly on mine her warm tongue
meeting mine, it’s a deep slow languid kiss, and I think my toes are curling
into the bed, my hands are gripping her hips pushing her into my hard cock.
She lifts her head and smiles
at me ever so sweetly and then starts to make a trail with her lips and tongue
over my chin and down my neck she takes my
Well I was the one that said
anticipation made it hotter right? Well I’m regretting I said it because this
sweet torture was killing me. “Buffy please...” I know I’m whining but I can’t
help it. “Yes Angel, what do you want?” She grabs my cock and starts to move
her hand up and down applying just the right amount of pressure. Then her
tongue swipes out and licks the pre cum off the head. “Oh God please Buffy.”
She stops and looks up at me “But Angel I thought you wanted nice and slow?” She
says innocently. I growl, I can’t help it but lucky me she’s as impatient as I
am and she takes my cock in her mouth and starts sucking hard and fast. Her
hand moves around and she starts playing with my balls. I can’t take it
anymore “baby yes, don’t stop, I’m going to…” and I do right in her beautiful
mouth. She swallows my cold seed and then proceeds to lick all the juices off.
“Mmmm, I love the taste of
you.” She says, my eyes are closed and I’m still trying to catch my unneeded
breath. I open them to see her licking her lips and starting at my cock like
it’s the best thing she ever had in her mouth. And she watches, as it grows
hard again. “Mmmm, God I love vampire stamina” she says then she moves her
body up to mine. I grab her head and start to plunder her mouth tasting myself
on her lips. She lifts her hips and grabs my cock and slowly puts it inside.
I’m watching her now. How beautiful she is riding me. I never thought I would
ever see this again. Her breasts are moving up and down and I grab them and
start to play with her nipples. She speeds up her tempo; she pulls up and then
slams down on me. And she does it again and again. I can feel my balls
clenching, I know I’m going to cum again, and I want her to cum with me. I reach
my hand down to her clit and pinch her sensitive nub, she throws her head back
and I can feel her inner walls clenching down on my cock so hard I think she
could’ve ripped it off. And it feels so excruciatingly good that I cannot hold
out anymore and I cum deep inside of her. “BUFFY.”
She lowers herself, kisses
me and sighs, “God that was incredible.” She lays her head on my chest and I’m
rubbing her back comforting her, riding out the storm with her. “mmm” that’s
about all I can say as I feel my eyes getting heavy. And with my soft cock
still inside her my eyes start to close “I love you Ioniun.” “I love you.” She
groggily says.
We slept in each other’s
arms that night holding onto the other so tightly that heaven or hell couldn’t
separate us. And it was, just as it always was and always will be…perfect
happiness.